Locked into Source Energy

Have you ever had one of those meditative sessions where you feel like you were made a member of the Transformers Crew? Do you remember the sound that those robots made when they were transforming, the cling, clang, lock, lock, lock? That is exactly how I felt during my morning meditation. I had locked onto Source.

After setting my intention, I settled down in my chair. At first, there was nothing special going on, my monkey mind was wreaking its usual havoc as I tried to settle into some quietness but as usual, I never let it know that any attention is being paid to it and after being ‘ignored’ for a few minutes, it settles down to be in quiet union with my Higher Self.
The breath felt special this morning, there was a sweetness to it and the space between each one felt like it was connecting to something powerful.

And then the energy started to rise. It traced a path from the base of my spine up through the energy channels to my head and settled there. I felt a heaviness and the only description that I could come up with was that of wearing a heavy hat. Perhaps I was crowned, I do not know but I felt the swirling of the energy inside my head as if it was seeking release but it did not exit. It settled down and then slowly subsided.

I do not know what was happening but I have learned to take each meditative session as they come, intentions set or not. Sometimes a sitting is heavy, energetic, and powerful; sometimes it is quiet and ecstatic and other times when my ego mind has the upper hand, the session devolves into thoughts and more thoughts that would not go away. I accept all as necessary and good.

One of the things that discourage many of us from meditation is that we feel like we were unable to quiet our minds.
We feel a failure and so we stop when we really should be continuing, knowing that there will come a time when all thought will go away and we will be sitting in bliss, locked in, transformer-style with our Source.